Is This Heaven On Earth?

I've experienced nirvana and I want to tell you all about it!

I’ve experienced nirvana - like truly, madly, deeply. I have been in love with two people at once and I’ve been able to experience love making with them both simultaneously. Did I mention they were in love with each other too?

The connection between our three souls was magic, the chemistry was so powerful, it felt like bliss.

The first time we were together I was brave… We’d been in the living room of our hotel room cuddling after enjoying a small dinner we’d cooked. I decided to make a move and went to change into something sexier and didn’t even mention where I was off to.

Alone in the other room I looked at myself in the mirror and affirmed what was about to happen was something I really wanted, frankly I really needed to happen with every ounce of my being. So, I put on a black thong, black thigh highs, and a black sheer, fitted chemise. I added some lipstick and sashayed back into that living room with all the confidence in the world (I honestly have no idea where I mustered it from - certainly the liquid courage helped?).

Hubby took some pics in awe of my bravery and we began to take turns kissing. We played in that living room while time stood still, bodies intertwining in delicious foreplay, taking turns bringing each other pleasure.

I should step back and tell you that I’m a romantic with a sensual erotic blueprint too. We can discuss blueprints more in a future post but back to the good stuff. Having a sensual blueprint means I filled all the rooms in that hotel with fresh flowers, I filled the bedroom with battery-powered (because safety is important 😂) miniature votive candles and a single vanilla scented candle. It looked beautiful and inviting - it was like a damn movie and it was exactly what I wanted to give to us all.

I can honestly tell you lovemaking went on for what seemed like hours after we moved to the bedroom. There was a moment I’d fantasized about that even became a reality. Picture her beautiful head in my lap while she’s looking up at me with these piercing green eyes. Simultaneously, he’s looking at her and I with virile passion while fucking her missionary position. Seeing both of them look at me, in that moment I believed in miracles, I was in paradise, in ecstasy.

There’s a name for this feeling - compersion and while it can’t be found in the dictionary, Wikipedia defines it as “an empathetic state of happiness and joy experienced when another individual experiences happiness and joy.”

This is exactly how I felt, we were all in mutual bliss, I was euphoric and it was better than any fairytale I ever read.